hello(:
rarrh!here i go again.i always promise myself things and never do it.fuckk la.i promised that i wont talk to ____ when i see her.but yet i did!how dumb can i be mann.i'm such a failure in everything i do.gosh.why did YOU even create someone like me.i hate almost everything that relates to my life.i hate being called sadist.im so not okay.its just the wrong word mann.maybe self inflicting.but wth.i dont fucking care la.i think my life is so against me.life takes away the people you love.life makes you cry.and i fucking hell dont appreciate it la.i hope one day whilst crossing the road a bus or whatever comes out from nowhere and crash me.that'll be like the happiest day of my ending life.okay.i'm crapping too much.yuckk mann.being in total major blues sucks okay.shitness.





;so you take the smiles from all of our years and i'll take the tears.